Thursday, August 16, 2007

The virus are waging war in my body again

I slept till noon today feeling very weak. My cough came back. My throat hurts again. My nose is leaking like nobody’s business and each time I sneeze, my throat just feels so raw. Having an achey face and head too due to all the sneezing and blowing.

I thought I was on the road to recovery but all these came back.

I’m damn angry with MYSELF and my STUPID BODY!!! WHY CAN’T I RECOVER SMOOTHLY???

My mum started scolding me again. She loves to scold me whenever I’m sick. But this time, she scolded me for a reason. She accused me of not finishing my medicine which I vehemently denied till she told me that she had found 2 more of my antibiotic tablets. They were still sealed in the foil but the whole thing came out from the tablet Ziploc bag and into the plastic bag which I’ve been careless enough to miss.

No wonder all my symptoms came back. I thought I had finished all my antibiotics!

Shit la… now those viruses will be even stronger than their dead counterparts.

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I know all of you must be very sick of the previous song on my blog by now as I’m getting quite sick of it too even though I don’t turn on my speaker 99% of the time.

Love the new Maroon 5 song playing on my blog now. Love the funky beat and tune and the way the chorus is sung in a slight falsetto. Went to search for the lyrics and was horrified at the first verse and the f***. Not like I’m a prude but I wasn’t expecting such a tune to have such sexually charged lyrics. Wikipedia explained that besides being a song about a relationship gone wrong, it’s also about the frustration at the state of politics and US role in the Iraq war..

Makes Me Wonder
[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

Maybe my prac crit not zai but I doubt anybody else can unravel its double meaning. Whatever la. I just like the tune. =)

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I went to collect these from the Post Office today. After a few should-i-should-i-nots, I just went with my heart.


Got the large blue hobo and I didn't regret my choice of size and colour. So much prettier than the classic brown one.



And I've also decided to get this cute floral bee casual handcarry when the seller offered me a great price. This is so much roomier than my demi pouch. Now I have a hand carry bag which can fit my fat wallet, 2 handphones and camera with so much more space left.

Love my new buys!

It’s early but I’m so drowsy from all the cold and cough medicine. I think I'll concuss as soon as I click "publish". ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

5 comments:

  1. THIS SONG RAWKS FOR THE SONG ITSELF. AS IF ID GIVE A FUCK ABOUT POLITICS. ADAM FROM MAROON 5 IS GREAT AS ADAM IS.

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  2. hey hey my dear cuzz's gf! ;)
    i have no posts on LD cos i am pretty new to the forum, and there's nothing much i wanna comment on, yet. heh. anyhoo, the name's shaoshi, but it'll be easier to remember by the petname sushi. :D i only started talking to my cuzz on the demise of my beloved grandaunt. oh well. certainly not the best way to keep in touch *rolls eyes* hmm... let's add each other on msn to chat more? i think we'll have loads to talk about, especially on the topic of shopping! haha. the email is weird_joy@hotmail.com. see you soon!
    xoxo

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  3. hey hey my dear cuzz's gf! ;)
    i have no posts on LD cos i am pretty new to the forum, and there's nothing much i wanna comment on, yet. heh. anyhoo, the name's shaoshi, but it'll be easier to remember by the petname sushi. :D i only started talking to my cuzz on the demise of my beloved grandaunt. oh well. certainly not the best way to keep in touch *rolls eyes* hmm... let's add each other on msn to chat more? i think we'll have loads to talk about, especially on the topic of shopping! haha. the email is weird_joy@hotmail.com. see you soon!
    xoxo

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  4. Jo to bwilly,
    Yupz thanx.. Been taking lotsa care. =)


    Jo to anon,
    I think this song rawks for its tune and beat too. I dun give a F*** about the hidden political connotation.


    Jo to shaoshi aka sushi,
    The world is really small eh? Was so surprised to see your pm. So should we be considered distant distant cousins too?

    Anyway just now kh fetched me home after work so we managed to talk and I sorta rem who you are as in able to put your name to which stories he related to me... haha... You live in Yishun too right?

    Ok I'll add u on msn but I'm seldom online. Heh... Hope to chat with u soon! =)

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