From Bumps to Babes

Time really passes so quickly. 1 year ago around this time, I found out I was pregnant and was so sick that I was almost bed-ridden every day. Fast forward to now, I feel like so much has changed with a baby and one of it is the joy of motherhood.

It is a beautiful coincidence that in this group of gal pals, the 3 of us were pregnant at the same time and had our babies in the same year.




Our little ones were projected to be about 2 months apart -- due in Feb, April and June. However in the end, bestie Cyn delivered slightly earlier than her due date in February. I delivered 1 day before my due date in April. Char delivered at week 37 in the month of May, way before her due date which was supposed to be June. Hence, our babies are no longer 2 months apart from one another.




Another coincidence was that we were all having baby girls. And the last coincidence was that we were all Hyperemesis Gravidarum (HG) sufferers, or should I say survivors!

While we were suffering during our 1st and 2nd trimester, our WhatsApp group chat became our support group. We ranted and we whined and we "reported" our daily suffering on that thread. Most importantly, we encouraged one another to hang in there.




When we realised we were all pregnant, we made a pact to take a bump shot together or it would never happen again. LOL! Why never happen again? Cyn has 4 kids, Char has 2 kids and they decided they would stop at that.

As we were all so sick during the same phase of our pregnancy, it meant that by the time Char was well, Cyn might have popped. It was such an opportune time to meet up a few days before Cyn popped and sealed memories of our bump shots with so many photos.




Our photographer for that day was my Godson Jase. At 14 years old this year, Jase has grown from a sensible and well-behaved boy into a fine young man. When he was a pre-teen, I kept telling him that no matter how old he is, I would still want to hug him like always. I hope he won't be embarrassed by such a Godma. >_<




I said to him, "Why are you growing taller every day? The last time I saw you during H's baby shower, you were my height and suddenly you are so much taller today!"

So proud of Jase to have gotten into a good school after having missed quite a bit of the Singapore education system when he was over in the UK. I pray that he would do as well academically as he does in other areas of life.




Cyn is so fortunate to have such a filial son. I wish that Baby Ash would grow up to be a filial daughter too. For those who have been reading my blog since Charmaine's (my goddaughter) cancer days, you would know what a sensible boy Jase has always been!




Jase was so patient with us, having to take so many photos till we (more like I) were satisfied. And of course we 3 bimbotic ladies simply had to take a picture WITH him before we let him off to meet his friends.




Cyn said Jase is "trained" well by me coz he has such an eye for detail. After this photo, I told him to change his position to capture us at the right angle. He caught onto the flow and was a natural at instructing us to pose.




For example, could you tell the difference between the next 2 photos?




It was Char's left leg! Jase instructed Char to place her left leg out at a similar angle as what Cyn and I were doing. And that resulted in our favourite picture and the best one to feature on my Instagram.




Our personal favourite was this (even if Cyn's hubz remarked that we looked like we had stiff necks) as we were trying to recreate the pose we did about 8 years ago when we were in NYC.




Not this...




This! Coz we look cuter here.




If Cyn's hubz were to caption this collage, it would be "Still having stiff necks from 2009 to 2018."
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After our bump shots and after we were more settled down with life, we agreed we should recreate one holding our babies in place of our bumps.




It was so difficult to recreate the exact same pose with the exact same slightly angled position with fidgety babies. Check out how many shots we took in the anigif below! Spot the photobomber while you're at it.




Mums and babes.





In the series of non full length shots, I really couldn't decide which to feature. The adults all had the same expression while the babes looked so comical! I really love the process of how Baby K went from sleeping to frowning with a cute pout and how Baby H was figuring out what Baby K was doing.




The 3 babes all affecting each other to cry.




And then Mia wanted a shot with the babes and she won everyone hands down in posing.




I'm always thankful for being blessed with so many supportive and true girl friends in my life. Also how blessed to have friends sharing the ups and downs of pregnancy, knowledge of motherhood and parenting.




Other than this group of gal pals, I have a couple of people around me (families and good friends) who also became parents all within months of one another which strongly makes me feel that everything happened for a reason and at the right time.

Hello 2018 Goodbye 2017

2016 was a year of major ups, many major downs and many little bumps here and there. So for 2017, I told myself that I would:

1) Try very hard to keep my mind in check and let go of what I can’t control.

2) Undergo deep healing of the mind, body and soul.

3) Cut myself some slack on the many expectations I put upon myself.

4) Practise yoga and exercise regularly.

5) Blog more often even if it means documenting events I hold dear to from a few years back just so I have something to read back on and smile.

6) Count my blessings.

7) Fill my heart with love and positivism.

8) Release things that cause negative attachment.

9) Let go of poisonous past and live the abundantly beautiful present.

On the last day of 2017, I’m happy to know that other than not fulfilling point 5 and blogging way way way less frequently than in 2016, I’ve achieved all that I’ve told myself to do! Apart from being stricken with Hyperemesis Gravidarum for the last quarter of the year which was something beyond my control, things fell in place when I learnt to do all that I’ve set myself to do.

2018 would be a year of major change with a new addition to the family, hubby being on a yearlong course and lots of new changes at work. But I say, let’s bring it on!

Saying Goodbye to 2016

2016 is a year of major ups, many major downs and many little bumps here and there. I have been meaning to write the last blog entry for 2016 here yet as I'm typing this, I still don't have a conceptual idea of what I am comfortable to share here.

A good friend told me she feels that blogging has always been a part of me and that I might feel better being bold enough to write out my feelings. She is one of the only two persons in my life who completely understands and empathizes with whatever downs I've been going through. Looking at the total number of posts written in 2016 as opposed to all the years past, I realized just how much I've been neglecting this space.

It also dawned on me that:

1. I've always been able to remember events of my life well because writing jolts my memory. I feel upset that I've not been able to document on this space the many events and travels that I hold dear memories to. And when I want to recall those events, I don't have anything to read and look back on.

2. I've learned to be thankful and appreciate all the good things that happen to me because I write them down and seal them on virtual space. I could always have something for me to read back on and smile.

3. I keep my sanity because I express myself here. Even if I don't share 100% of what I feel here, it helps a lot in decluttering my mind and cleansing my heart.

The 3 major ups of 2016 to be thankful for are that hubby and I finally moved into our new home, we have gotten a cat and I donated blood for the first time.

While my in-laws are great people to live with, I have always dreamed of having our own home. The room in my in-laws place was getting a little too cluttered. I feel pent up living in that space. Most of the items in the room are mine and I badly need a new space for me declutter my stuff. Hubby can totally vouch that ever since we moved to our new home, my OCD nature sky rocketed that it is quite abnormal for my usually creative and free-spirited self (also read as untidy) to be like this.

On my sweet little cat Miyo, OMG. I really don't know where to start. Anybody who follows me on Facebook and Instagram would know how Miyo is my everything now. She is the happiest thing that happened to me this year. The Hubz isn't a cat person at all so when he finally allowed me to get a cat in our new home, I was ecstatic. Miyo has also crawled her way into his heart and it is really sweet to see how much he loves her.

I also donated blood for the first time. It may seem like something small to frequent blood donors but it is a significant milestone for me as I've always been under the weight limit to donate blood. This year, I've not only reached the weight limit but was over it by a few kgs to actually donate the bigger pack too. That means I grew fat but I could save more life with those extra weight.

As for the major downs and many little bumps, we could say that it is a year of many many medical bills and a few hefty ones too. (Not gonna share everything here.) I also felt like whatever I embarked on doing would always be met with stumbling blocks.

I was on to a healthy lifestyle. I signed up for membership with a yoga studio and also started going to the office gym with colleagues more often. And then I injured my knee when I tore my ACL in a stupid accident. That really put me in an emo state for quite a while. Why did it have to happen just when I was in the highs of wanting and having a more active and healthy lifestyle?

For many periods in the year and last, I was also on certain medications which made me put on weight. Coupled with the lack of exercise, I grew the fattest I ever did in my life. I could not fit into many of my usual tailored work dresses and even burst the seams of 2 of them. I look significantly fatter than my usual in photos that friends who have not seen me for a while would ask if I'm expecting. Even relatives who did not see me for a long time asked me the same questions. They are just harmless words but deep down inside, my heart was bleeding even as I was smiling on the outside and making fat jokes and pregnancy jokes about myself.

I was feeling down in the dumps most of the times and I lost my usual mental capability while at it. It affected the way I functioned and even the way I interacted with people. I am just not that much the person I am. I'm not the good wife, I'm not the good friend. I'm not the good daughter. I'm not the good worker. I'm just not good. I am out of sorts. I lack initiative. I feel really lousy most of the times. I'm also easily upset by minor things and little actions by people.

For some periods of time this year whenever people talk about future events, I would be indifferent because in my mind I would be thinking that I would no longer be in this world.

It is a strange thought really. I don't know how to explain and no normal person would understand this. I don't think about dying. I'm not suicidal. I just feel like I would be dissipating slowly and no longer in existence so there is no part for me to play in future events.

"It's the hormones! It's not you. You are not like this." the same good friend I mentioned in this post assured me. I really wished I could blame everything on the hormones. But I know that I have to control my mind too. Coz you know, the mind is a powerful tool.

I read up a lot on the feelings and symptoms I've been experiencing and they all pointed to depression. Depression? ME???

Hey why not? If you read up on depression, you would discover just how easy it is to be diagnosed as depressed in this modern world.

I watched TED videos and read up on how to cope with depression. It also felt good to know that there are smiley people out there who are also battling depression. You wouldn't have known it if they hadn't shared about it. Being in connection with similar people really helped a lot. However there are times when things I practise would only work for a while and when they no longer work, I allow myself a period of wallowing before I pick myself up again and act normal again. Sometimes the masks keep piling up each time it is time to go onto the stage that I have to keep acting and smiling and entertaining for long periods until the curtains fall and then I peel off the many layers of masks and cry a river.

Just like now...

which kinda makes me feel better.

Friends, random people and little serendipity in life always help to rein me in a little too.

For 2017, I will:

Try very hard to keep my mind in check and let go of what I can't control.

Undergo deep healing of the mind, body and soul.

Cut myself some slack on the many expectations I put upon myself.

Practise yoga and exercise regularly.

Blog more often even if it means documenting events I hold dear to from a few years back just so that I have something to read back on and smile.

Count my blessings.

Fill my heart with love and positivism.

Release things that cause negative attachment.

Let go of poisonous past and live the abundantly beautiful present!

Instagram Snapshots ~*September, October, November 2015*~

I miss my laptop.
I miss my blog.
I miss blogging.
I miss connecting with all of you blog friends here and on your blogs.

I know that some of us still catch up almost in real time on Facebook and Instagram but it just feels so different to catch up on blogs. While it is quicker and easier to post updates on Facebook and Instagram, the connection is more lateral. On the other hand, blogging goes more in depth and I feel a deeper connection with you people on blogosphere. Thank you for those who have been visiting back and leaving me sweet comments. xo

Many bloggers are probably writing or have written a concluding reflection post for 2015.

Not me.

On the very last day of 2015 and for the first time ever in the history of my blog (yeah.. I'm talking as if my blog is some significant dinosaur), I'm doing a 3 month recap of Instgram snapshots. This post has been on draft mode for a looooooooooong time coz I was either to busy or too tired to open my laptop to do a proper transfer of photos from my iPhone.

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September and October was crazily busy leading up to a major public sector event that many agencies were involved in. My department was the one helming the Public Service Awards Ceremony and it was the most major event that we have organized to date.

October in general, was a very bad month for me as I was juggling increased volume in workload and lots of personal challenges all these while trying to look like my normal self.

Thankfully I could take a breather in November and slowly got out from my rut and then I got real busy and tired but very happy with all the preparation and unfolding of the year-end festivities.

So here you go. A recap of September, October and November in instasummary.




~*1 September 2015*~
Gastric flu patient's first meal of the day - a mug of granola cereals and banana without milk. banana Banana is the top food on the list for people suffering from gastric flu as it is easy to digest, replaces lost potassium and strengthens stomach lining. I don't know about granola cereals but I'm just too hungry to eat only bananas. After having measly porridge and Milo the whole day yesterday, this is such a welcoming treat. I'm back to hunger mode again! Seriously gastric flu is one of the worst illness ever for somebody who lives to eat.
#sick #sickfood #banana #granolacereal #healthydiet




~*6 September 2015*~
Having some Wasabi Ginger Ale while Hubster is here at Keisuke for his crab broth ramen fix. #keisuke #wasabigingerale #gingerale




~*7 September 2015*~
It was our first time at Tsukada Nojo (Beauty Pot). We were so enthralled by the collagen that resembled toufu sitting atop the chicken soup. @tifducky swore she could feel her skin tighten just by looking at how the collagen slowly melted into the richness of the soup. @cyngapore was just simply amazed by the bimbotic comments we made about everything.
#tsukadanojo #beautypot #instafood #fatdieme #foodporn #foodie #foodgasm



~*7 September 2015*~
Our first time at Tsukada Nojo or Beauty Pot. Oh man, we instantly felt beautiful savouring soup full of collagen.
#tsukadanojo #beautypot #beauties #besties #galpals #friendsforlife #ilovemyfriends




~*10 September 2015*~
Tried Monster Curry for the first time. Look at how monstrous the size of the plate is in relation to the utensils. Verdict? Not bad at first but there's diminishing marginal utility after a while. And yes... Scratchy gums from the katsu.
#monstercurry #porkkatsu #instafood #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #japanesefood




~*12 September 2015*~
When you have a cat at home...
#caturday #catstagram #ilovecats #notticat #rubislippers #scratched




~*13 September 2015*~
One word... Big cookie. cookie No wait... That's two. Nobody reads captions anyway right?
#bigchocolatechipcookie #chocolatechipcookie #cookie #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #instafood




~*20 September 2015*~
I'm totally in love with this dining area concept. And I could only dream about a dream dining table coz we wouldn't have one in our future home.
#diningroom #interiordesign #homedecor #blackandwhite #monochrome #dreamhome #igsg




~*20 September 2015*~
Fell in love with the pasta clam soup at The French Table. heart_eyes Totally drank the soup till the bottom and the hubz asked me why don't I drink from the pot directly.
#thefrenchtable #clamsoup #pasta #instafood #instagood #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #ilovefood




~*23 September 2015*~
Today we are ADELYN (sic). Adeline had to spell her name for the 384629263th time and finally said that "Adelyn" was fine too. I wonder if that video Why Starbucks Spells Your Name Wrong applies in this outlet.
#starbucks #matchalatte #whystarbucksspellsyournamewrong




~*23 September 2015*~
Shilin Oyster Mee Sua craving satisfied! Feel like eating another bowl.
#shilin #士林小吃 #oystermeesua #foodporn #foodie #foodgasm #ilovefood




~*24 September 2015*~
My sis @kappo77 prepared limoncello with home grown mint leaves frozen in ice cubes. Verdict: Limoncello is not my glass of lemonade.#limoncello #lemon #mintleaves #drinkstagram



~*26 September 2015*~

Hubz could play with this stupid banana eating minion for as long as I didn't stop him. Press the pocket to get the minion talking and then twist his head to create different expressions and ways of spouting gibberish. #minion #minions #minionkevin #sillyminions #igsg




~*27 September 2015*~
Selfie Sunday. This caption was supposed to be about how I was so pleased that my usually unruly hair remained so sleek after a whole day out but I added lens flare and love how I had a tinge of purple hair at the end. So now I feel like dyeing a small part of my hair purple after seeing 2 blog friends with new purple hair.
#selfiesunday #selfie #selfiequeen #purplehair #haircolor #igsg




~*27 September 2015*~
Mid Autumn Festival, also known to me as Mooncake Festival, is one of my favourite Chinese festival simply because of all the mooncakes that I could only get to eat once a year . For this year we got these for both families:
1. Bakerzin Snowskin Mooncake Bliss Collection -- Irish Cream, Dry Gin Yuzu, Kirsch & Brandied Cherry, Rum & Raisin
2. Four Seasons D24 Durian Mooncake
3. Intercontinental Single & Double Yolk White Lotus Paste Traditional Mooncake And the great thing about going back to my family home is that Hubz and I get to eat even more mooncakes! Daddy and mummy kept asking us to help them finish all the existing mooncakes. Yay!
#midautumnfestival #mooncake #mooncakefestival #imasuckerforpackaging #igsg #bakerzin #intercontinental #fourseasons




~*28 September 2015*~
The wise side of me thinks that I don't need another pair of running shoes. However, the bimbotic side screams for me to tell my wise side to buy that pretty pair of frost mint Adidas Women's Response Boost Techfit Running Shoes at $50.70 (UP $169) for all purpose shoes.
#adidas #adidasshoes #responseboost #mintgreen #running #fitness #fashionista #igsg




~*4 October 2015*~
Getting too used to eating my chawanmushi with ikura.
#chawanmushi #ikurachawanmushi #japanesefood #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #ichibanboshi




~*4 October 2015*~
Wonder how wagyu and mango could ever go together. It was a mistake to order this wagyu mango roll. The so called premium wagyu was overcooked and tough. It was in fact the mango that saved the dish.
#wagyu #wagyumangoroll #mango #japanesefood #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn




~*4 October 2015*~
Because when some ATAS person craves for oysters, he goes straight to db Bistro & Oyster Bar, orders one dozen and finishes it in two minutes.
#dbbistro #dbbistroandoysterbar #oysters #oysterplatter #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #ilovefood #instafood #atasmax




~*10 October 2015*~
We are back at this hole in the wall cafe, La Ristrettos and this is hub's bruschetta. So different from the bruschetta that I grab in a hurry on many mornings from the place below my office. The egg yolk oozed like a flow of lava down the volcanic layers of greens, chicken breast, honey glazed ham, bacon and sour dough toast. Yumz.
#laristrettos #breakfast #bruschetta #instafood #ilovefood #foodgasm #foodie #foodporn




~*10 October 2015*~
My smoked duck wasn't quite as spectacular as hub's breakfast. I ordered smoked duck precisely because I thought these came sliced and was lazy in cutting my food this morning. At least this breakfast was a good break and indulgence from the super hectic week.
#laristrettos #smokedduck #instafood #foodie #foodgasm #foodporn #ilovefood




~*13 October 2015*~
It was such a fun catch up with bloggie bestie @cindee_rella. There were loads of laughter, never a moment of silence and we always learn so much from our chat topics. I love you lots lots, Babe. kissing_heartkissing_heartkissing_heart I wished you stayed in Singapore. Bali soon... and maybe Canada in future?
#bloggiebesties #galpals #besties #ilovemyfriends #marmaladepantry




~*15 October 2015*~
The big event is finally over! Time to eat normally, sleep normally, have more social (and social media) life and enjoy more me time!
#psac #psac2015 #itsfinallyover




~*15 October 2015*~
Manually blasting confetti from the remains of the confetti canon... What a befitting end to PSAC 2015! And I cant help smiling at how my latest earworm Can't Feel My Face has "with you" in the lyrics.
#psac #psac2015 #confetti #itsfinallyover #cantfeelmyface




~*17 October 2015*~
A rather impromptu session of K-ing, singing, dancing, jumping around after months of PSAC craziness with colleagues yesterday. Wait... Scratch that. Wasn't this almost the same group of people who said, "We are frenz, not colleagues?" #ktv #k歌 #karaoke #wearefriendsnotcolleagues #igsg #instamood



~*24 October 2015*~
Our department, which was split into 2 teams for the division's sports day bowling, won the 1st and 2nd team awards. My 老鼠屎 team members all can't bowl for nuts. Nevertheless, we tried our best. We washed some drains, garnered some strikes, scored some spares from sheer luck and got an average of 100+ points per person. Our reward? A hamper of goodies for our empty department pantry.
#bowling #strike #ultraman #ThatsStrikeNotUltraMan #老鼠屎 #teamwork #igsg




~*31 October 2015*~
Halloween is when the darkness in me arises. There is beauty in melancholy and it is through sadness that people could seek for and experience joy. Blog revived with a new post. Link in IG bio.
#halloween #halloween2015 #emo #emogirl #sadness #bleedingeyes




~*7 November 2015*~
I wanted to catch A Clockwork Orange for the violence and gore but it simply ravaged our brain cells. #aclockworkorange #besties #galpals




~*8 November 2015*~
I did it! I dyed part of my hair purple! I was getting sick of my faded light orangey yellow tone so I just told my stylist Leslie @privatehairstudiosg that I wanted a dark base with a tinge of purple inner hair and he knew exactly what to do. This was taken at the end of the day when my lovely curls were gone. There are 3 tones of purple but it's difficult to capture them well with the front iPhone camera. Totally in love with my new hair.
#newhair #purplehair #longhairdontcare #instahair #mylittlepony #unicornhair




~*8 November 2015*~
Hidden shades of purple... So hidden that my colleagues excitedly came over to my desk to see my new hair, only to ask where my purple hair was.
#newhair #purplehighlights #purplehair #instahair #mylittlepony #unicornhair




~*11 November 2015*~
I went for my first yoga class ever and really liked it. Then, I went back to my family home for a feast of pesto pasta, pesto with bread and spam fries by my sis @kappo77. The pesto sauce is homemade from the basil leaves that she grows in the balcony. The spam fries were so unhealthily delicious... And so I sweated it out in one hour of yoga only to eat all these...
#pestopasta #pestosauce #ilovefood #instafood #homemade




~*13 November 2015*~
Blue blue dresses in a blue blue place. However with the great food and awesome company, it was anything but a blue blue night. Happy birthday @tifducky! You deserve the best! Love you!
#besties #bff #galpals #blueblueblue #happybirthday #mitzo #mitzosg




~*14 November 2015*~
You've to be thankful for $5 Rubi slippers from Cotton On when you have a notti cat at home... If anyone remembers how battered my current slippers look.
#Caturday #catandslippers #catoftheday #instacat #notticat #rubislippers #cottonon




~*14 November 2015*~
A beautiful and compelling picture by @kei_acedera Don't just pray. Spread the love. Light the world. #prayforparis #prayfortheworld #spreadthelove #lighttheworld




~*15 November 2015*~
For those who requested, I still can't get a good shot of my hidden purple tones with my full face in it. It's difficult to capture the purple tones in my hair except under certain white light and strong sunlight or unless I clip my outer hair up. So some people asked why I wanted to conceal the purple beneath my outer hair. Coz hidden and subtle purple outweigh visible non-natural colour and with that, the risk of getting caught and forced to dye a natural colour. #purplehair #purplestreaks #messyhair #longhairdontcare #instahair #mylittlepony #unicornhair




~*31 November 2015*~
It wasn't that long ago that glasses were uncool. You only wore them when you absolutely had to. These days, glasses that are 100% functional are almost like a fashion accessory to fit your face for the whole day until it is time to sleep. Specky boys and gals need not be uncool if you have trendy glasses. Want to win a pair of trendy glasses from a global online optical store? Check out my latest blog post (clickable link on Instagram bio) now!
#giveaway #sgblogger #freebies #speckygirl #speckyfoureyes #firmoo




~*19 November 2015*~
I needed to go back to my family home today and casually asked if there would be dinner at home. My big sis @kappo77 replied, "If U want dinner I can pan fry those cod. Just buy back a vege to cook for add on and we can hv these with some hot wakamame soba." And then I came home to this! Oh and then I didn't have to buy the vege too coz my BIL bought them. I feel so loved!!!
#homecooked #codfish #tigerprawns #soba #奶白 #simpleanddelicious #ilovemyfamily #ilovefood




~*21 November 2015*~
Once upon a time, at the DMG Gala Night... We won the #bestdressedtable. We were #stunnedlikevegetable. The end. #galanight #ilovemycolleagues #ilovemyfriends #swingingsixties #agogo #sg50




~*22 November 2015*~
Swingin' Sixties Selfie Sunday. Nah... Just an eccentric attempt for alliteration and the photo wasn't taken on a Sunday. #selfiesunday #selfiequeen #purplestreaks #swingingsixties #agogo #retro #mylittlepony #unicornhair




~*23 November 2015*~
Sometimes it is all about looking up and seeing things around you in another perspective. #perspective #mantramonday #lookingup




~*24 November 2015*~
Feel like having a tiny little kitty to hold now so that I could have a fatty little catcat to hug in future. Sorry kitty. I didn't support you by your butt butt.
#ilovecats #catwoman #instacat #kitten #gingercat #catmuseumsg




~*28 November 2015*~
I love Bak Kut Teh. I really love peppery Bak Kut Teh and almost all clear Chinese soups. I will never ever wanna relocate outta Singapore just coz of all these food.
#bakkutteh #肉骨茶 #clearsoup #ilovefood #fatdieme #eateateat #foodporn #foodie #instafood




~*29 November 2015*~
When you have bimbos and an iPhone camera with slo-mo function
Ooh... Your purple is so visible under the sun
Really really? Help me take a photo of my back view. I wanna see
Why don't I take a video of your back view
How about we try the slo-mo function
And I repeat...
When you have bimbos and an iPhone camera with slo-mo function
#甩头发 #purplehair #purplehairdontcare #messyhairdontcare #slomovideo #instahair #unicornhair #mylittlepony




~*31 November 2015*~
In about 12 hours time, the hubz would be back in Singapore. Whenever it's time for the hubster to return, I'll whine stuff like
Sigh... Now I've to move my laptop back to my own desk space
Oh man... I don't have enough desk space now that you're here
Haiya... I can't use your nice nice speakers to listen to music now
Ohhhh... The wardrobe is gonna be too full with all your clothes snatching my space
Oooi... The clothes rack is falling. Take your clothes away
This room is too small now that you're back
Say goodbye to Me Time
Say hello to The Hub
My poor hubster
#conversationswithmyhusband #teteatete #ilovemyhusband #ilovemyhubby #背影 #instagood #instamood








The instasummary for December would come in another post but I'll just add on in this final post of 2015 that Dec has been such a busy month full of nothing but preparation for the festive season and meeting up with many good people.

On the last day of 2015, I would like to say something which I've said before on my blog 2 years ago:

Thanks to those who hated me, they made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me, they made my heart bigger.
Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that they actually cared.
Thanks to those who left me, they made me realize that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who entered my life, they made me who I am today.
Just want to thank all of you for being here in my life!

As we usher in the year 2016, let us all be wiser, and be grateful for our blessings.


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