1 more week to our big day and I'm upset at how things have become.
I just have to hope and pray that kh's "company" doesn't issue any more tighter measures with regards to H1N1.
All within 2 days, we're losing tables of guests.
Buddies who have long agreed to be kh's xiong di-s can't even gather at social gatherings according to the "decree" being issued by the "company".
We're also short of swordbearers.
Anything that could go wrong for us has gone wrong.
Blame the stupid H1N1!
As if my life doesn't already suck, heaven has to send me the best gift ever -- a gigantic vacuum cleaner.
I'm upset about so many things.
People around me keep asking if I'm excited, nervous, can't wait for the big day blablabla... Truth is I don't feel anything but dejection about how plans have been spoilt from the beginning till now.
I think I'm doing too much positive thinking that I'm really very tired whenever things don't go my way over and over again.
Well, at least the major headache of seating the guests is 99% settled.
My mind is tumultuous.
Time to sleep...