I'm back from KiwiLand.. In Aussieland now... Happy New Year!!

Hi frenz! It's almost 11.45pm here in Toowoomba. Happy New Year in advance! May all of you enjoy the last few hours of year 2004. Gosh.. how time flies... Hope all of you are safe and sound too... God bless.

Hi I’m writing again…

I know I’ve been missed. *angelic eyes*

For those of you who haven’t seen me or talked to me on MSN these few weeks and these few days, you must have the impression that I’m perpetually sick, forever busy and always so disgruntled. Some of you also thought that I was having some problems with kh coz he hasn’t been mentioned for the past few months, coz of “indication” from certain entries and coz my song playing at this present moment is “F U Right Back”. So putting all these together, you thought we were quits.

Cute conjecture. We are pretty much all right. Thanks for the concern. =)

I’ll be out of town from 19 Dec 2004 till 3 January 2005. Will be flying off to Brisbane this coming Sunday, straight after my very last day of work for the term. Then I’ll be spending most of my holiday at NZ in a caravan!!! Since young, I’ve always wanted a to live in a caravan. I believe I watched too many cartoons in the past. The image of a Mickey and Donald cartoon snippet (it was called Mickey and Donald cartoon back then) of a caravan kept flashing in my mind when deardear asked a few weeks ago if I would like to go on a caravan trip.

I was excited initially but busy-ness overcame me. Instead of looking forward to this trip, I felt stressed up the past week coz I’ve so many unfinished stuff to do and stuff to be done when I come back for the new term. I’m sorry I kept snapping at you and complaining that the trip is giving me a lot of stress, dear. My temper has been short recently. I snap at my mum a lot too. Sorry mummy. I’m glad that as the days progress, I’m slowly relieved of my load. I’m not as excited as I feel I should be, but I hope to build up the excitement gradually and let it all loose there.

I really need that break.

For the whole of yesterday, I led a pig’s life.

I had a bad cold, a leaking nose and was burning at 38.3 °C. I couldn’t remember the last time I had a fever that high. My whole body ached and I wasn’t able to support myself at all. Each time I wasn’t lying in bed, I would be slumped on the sofa staring into space. So I slept the whole of Monday away. Woke up at 2pm to slump on the sofa while waiting for lunch to be served, ate and went back to sleep. Woke up at 7pm to eat, slump on the sofa and watch TV. Then I went back to sleep at 8+pm all the way till this morning. In total, I slept for like 30 hours.

Boring day.

Nothing much happened lately. Just feeling disgruntled at times. My busy-ness has dissipated all my energy. I feel like an empty shell, devoid of spirit and soul.

I got myself a digital camera on the last day of the SITEX exhibition!!!!

Was deciding between Canon Ixus 30/ 40 and Fujifilm F450 after my dream camera- pink panasonic lumix fx7 was sold out. Finally gotten the latter because it has more functions and more importantly, the Canon people pissed me off BIG time. “Where Style Meets Substance”… “Engineered for those who live for photography” *scoffs* More like “Where Snubbers Meets Stinking Attitude”… “Staffs engineered for those who live to get pissed off”.

I cannot really marvel at my camera yet as I’ve not really fiddled around with it since I bought it without my parents’ knowledge. They (read: mum) would flip if they knew I spent money on such “unnecessary” stuff. In fact I have to hide my whole freebies package at somebody else’s house coz that package was too large to hide from them.

I suspect my busyness has caused the gradual dissolution of sentiments towards certain people. I should do something about it... but I do not have the time.